“A four years in college full of school works, curricular activities, on-the job- trainings, midterm/final examination, bloody hell thesis & feasibility study, trying-hard social life and bad episodes – but with it comes a fresh new start” One month away till my graduation. This is the moment I’ve been waiting for where it started 4 years ago, when I enter the PUP premise. My mother drive me off to school on the first day. It is a feeling I remember well, being scared was definitely part of it, but excitement and enthusiasm for the future were also there. I don’t know what’s will be in the future but I promised myself, whatever happens, I’m going to get that diploma. The same feelings occurs as the graduation approaches, perhaps, in the most exciting way. Imagine, after dealing with all the countless and never ending deadlines and hell weeks, I finally made it. Another 4 years of my youth passed by JUST LIKE THAT. One month until l I’m finally leaving our Sintang Paaralan. I’ll be leaving the place were I discovered myself and my passions and last but not least the place I met people who I will remember forever. Although the feeling is familiar in nature, it also has a new side to it. I am also wondering whether I regret anything, should I have done my college experience differently? Should I had invested more time in showing who I cared for that I cared for them? Should I feel upset about learning new things from my peers? Should I take another course/a masteral’s degree? All these questions leave me feeling desperate to be able to cling to something permanent at times, and that is before I begin wondering about my future. Knowing the fact that my path is unsure in the coming reality of life. Of course, it all seems like it's about to change, but as long as I know who I am and what I’m capable of there is no reason why I should worry. I do not regret my choices which they made me who I am today however wrong they might have been at that time. Doubting the future does not help me achieve it, and nor does contemplating past decisions I made purely because I can't change them now. A four years in college full of school works, curricular activities, on-the job- trainings, midterm/final examination, bloody hell thesis & feasibility study, trying-hard social life and bad episodes – but with it comes a fresh new start. My foundation as a person, which I gained through my family values and my friends at school, have made me who I am today. And no matter where I go or what I do, what I leave behind will always be there because it is who I am. To myself who conquer it all, you did a good job. The sleepless nights and sacrifices finally paid off. Four years you spare is not an easy peasy. There are times you’re happy, floating in the air and there were times you just like to bury yourself on the ground. Last year, You’re on the verge of confusion and giving up but that didn’t stop your burning passion, thus, you stand again on your knees, and keep walking ‘till you achieve that is must. I believe the best thing you’ve learned in your college life, is how to be the real you, and that’s already the greatest gift of knowledge you’ll ever receive. Embrace it & Cherish it –on that way, what ever happens on the future, No One & No challenges will take you away from you. I’m proud of you and what you’ve become and what you will become.. THIS IS THE END; ARE YOU READY TO OPEN THE NEW CHAPTER OF YOUR LIFE?
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